______________;THE REVERSE SIDE OF BEAUTY

.BEAUTY


THE KAI:

IS CURRENTLY OBSSESSED WITH URUHA.

WORSHIPS KPOP. LOVES JROCK.
FANGIRL.
BLOGGER.
FRUSTRATED WRITER.
FULL TIME DREAMER.
BOOKWORK.
GAZETTE FREAK.
DONGBANGER.
ANGEL.
21.

.SONG

ガゼット - People Error


.TALK

   

.LINKS

Mike
Meganekko Augs Ate Nitz Drew Irish Basti Concon Fangirlism Gail


Anacleta <3 Ate Dette Mishi Diane Donna Gempot Jhocel Kitkat Mish

.THEY SAY

Love takes two people.
One sided "love" is not love...
It's devotion.

.THANKS TO

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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

is this goodbye?!

Mood: contemplative
Listening to: SG 워너비 - Timeless (Unplugged 2007 Real-Session)


I have a feeling that I'm gonna be closing down this blog really really soon.

This has been my sanctuary for the past...4? 5 years? Ever since I was a college freshman.

See? It's been a month (almost) since I last updated. And frankly speaking, having a multiply account, an LJ and this one is like being too redundant right? I just realized that now.

I'll probably start saving my entries soon.

There are many things I've gotten tired of or got fed up of these past few days, I've come to realize. I'm facing a lot of real world problems and somehow that just made me think that...sometimes...fangirling can be put aside, I have to face the realities of life first.

I'm just a bit afraid that if I let go of the things that has been part of my 'world' for the past 3-4 years, I'll be left alone again, back to square one...in search of people who would, again, understand me and have the same interests as me and all.

Even my musical taste has 'evolved', I guess. The more I get drawn to this type of music the more I feel that...I don't belong to the world I'm in anymore. It's just so sad. T_T

Or maybe that's just me?

*sigh*

I should start with the back-uping of my entries here, since its A LOT.



...flaunt...